I just dont have motivation anymore.

I’m still doing [really] low-cal & working out, but because I never really see results, I feel like it’s wasted work, but I can’t give up because then I feel worse.

It’s like a hole that keeps getting deeper & darker, which makes it harder & harder to get out.

I just need to lose 25 pounds & weigh 115 & I will be a VERY happy camper.