I think I’m getting my period tmrw, because I always get suppeerr emotional the day before. seriously though, I dont know where all the time went. I’ve laid in bed, crying, with a terrible headache from all my terrible thoughts I’ve been having.
basically I need to lose 20 pounds by the time summer starts in order to shake this feeling. well I know it won’t happen, because I simply DO NOT lose weight. it’s impossible. I could starve myself to death & I’d still be in the 140s.
fuckthisfuckthisfuckthisfuckthisfuckthis.
I want to scream so loud that I can’t even hear my own thoughts.
